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My Surrender. Part Four.
For the following two weeks I attended my classes, worked at the thrift store while wrestling with my kid's new home (Myrtle Beach)...
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Apr 10, 20236 min read
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JESUS SUFFERED TOO
As Easter approaches tomorrow, I am reminded of the total sacrifice of love and the fact that Jesus suffered too...on my and your behalf....
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Apr 8, 20233 min read
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Grief. Part Three.
I was in treatment for two weeks when I received the phone call that my grandfather, pawpaw Patterson passed away. He had been very sick....
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Mar 30, 20234 min read
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Humbled. Part Two.
I walked to the dorm room building. I was stationed on the second floor by the supervisor's room (Norma). Norma Jean called me her baby...
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Mar 29, 20237 min read
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The Check-In. Part One.
Jodie listened to my concerns without judgement of my current situation. She asked how I thought I was going to travel back to Atlanta. I...
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Mar 27, 202312 min read
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The Intervention. Part Ten.
After my intrusive thoughts calmed down, I fell asleep. My mama woke me up the following morning with homemade biscuits and tomato gravy....
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Mar 25, 20237 min read
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Help Me. Part Nine.
I walked to my friend's home. The front door was unlocked as I made my way through the house to the backdoor where everyone was located...
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Mar 23, 202310 min read
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Jim. Part Eight.
I clearly was not functioning from my own self as my body, mind, and spirit were consumed by cocaine and vodka. I was inhabited by a...
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Mar 22, 202310 min read
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The Hitchhike. Part Seven.
I jumped out of the car and ran. My paranoia was in overdrive as I made one terrible decision after another. A couple of hours later, it...
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Mar 21, 20238 min read
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My Escape. Part Six.
After 13 days, the day of my release from the psychiatric unit had come. I woke that morning consumed with anxiety and flabbergasted that...
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Mar 18, 20235 min read
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The Discharge Plan. Part Five.
I decided after my original 72hr 1013 hold deemed by my parents and the psychiatric hold by the doctor I needed to 'unruffle my feathers'...
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Mar 17, 20236 min read
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The Dream. Part Four.
The next couple of days, I had my daily check-in with the doctor as I kindly asked, "will you release me today?" He said, "no." (By the...
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Mar 16, 20236 min read
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The Doctor. Part Three.
Finally, Monday. The day the doctor will speak to me and let me out of this cage. That was my thought process. I was awakened by the...
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Mar 15, 20233 min read
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I Do Not Belong Here. Part Two.
Early the following day, I was transported to the psych unit. I was very quiet as I went through the motions. Once I arrived at the...
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Mar 14, 20235 min read
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I Am Okay. Part One.
November 2019, the day my daddy drove to Georgia and found me in a very distraught state -of -mind was the last day I lived in Georgia. ...
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Mar 13, 20235 min read
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Truth or Lie / Poetry
If the lies keep you safe make you feel you have the upper hand. I will stay hushed. Go ahead, call me names. Am I or you the one who was...
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Mar 13, 20231 min read
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The Counterfeits
The counterfeits. What is a counterfeit? A fraudulent imitation of something else; a forgery. It is a "knock-off." A distraction. A...
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Mar 12, 20233 min read
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Taming the Tongue
This morning, while reading my devotional, it spoke on the tongue. Words are powerful. Words reveal our thoughts, heart, and impact...
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Mar 11, 20232 min read
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Another In the Fire Standing Next to Me. Part Eleven.
I walked in my apartment. I turned on my phone; I had no service. I walked out my driveway unto my neighbors. She was an older lady...
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Mar 10, 20234 min read
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Blackout. Part Ten.
I listened to music, drank my second bottle of wine, and dressed myself in white pants and my silk- orange flower shirt. I wanted to be...
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Mar 9, 20237 min read
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